dream journal

a weird dream...

i dreamt that for some reason i was invited to a bbq in my complex (but i live in some upstairs unit) and that P, E and J were all invited to go and i didn't know or couldn't get out of. when J were arriving i was somehow stuck trying to put on a 1 piece make-do bathing suit that was hard to put on because it was a body suit i was trying to use it for instead.

then for some reason upstairs someone - E - built a sort of library room where there's 2 doors, you can enter through either. i dreamt drew and quinn were 4 and 6 now, and quinn had some bumps on her face due to genetics or what not and that makes her insecure about herself, and drew is her unshy cute little bully. they'd run into the room, which is their sancturary and asked one of us to read a book to her. E is there too. at the end the girls want to be 'pretty' and ask me to apply a lavender face cream on them to make them pretty, and they were all happy.

weird. i was reading A's old FB notes before falling asleep. and we did have to run to Walmart 2 days ago to get a bikini for the nordik spa, and this was new years so probably all the old issues and resolutions trying to find a voice in my weird vivid dream